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Sunday, August 23, 2009

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She said she wants it all,
But she doesn't work hard enough.
She said she's gonna be a star,
But the work is just too tough.
She wants to be involved,
But don't know where to start.
She wants a man in her life,
But she wont give one her heart.
She thinks life is a game.
You win some, you lose some,
But to her its all the same.
She lacks motivation,
And she doesn't know what she's missin'.
She lacks the drive,
But she keeps on wishin'.
The hurt in her heart,
Threw her off track.
She's scared of the new,
And that's holding her back.
She prays to the lord,
But is losing her faith.
All good things come in time,
But she cannot wait.
So she practices patience,
And prays on her knees,
That someone will see her struggling,
And set her mind, body and soul at ease.

Easy

Once again pieces of me,
Crash against the shore,
Like waves of the sea.
My emotions get the best of me,
On an emotional rollercoaster
Like Vivian Green.
Its so hard to believe
That I've brought myself here again.
The feelings I feel,
I'd like to deepen.
I want you to love me,
And I wanna love you,
But have things moved to fast?
I feel like I've made a mistake,
Reminiscent of the past.
A night of drunken bliss
And physical passion.
Our bodies intertwined,
But it wasnt supposed to happen.
Again, I've let myself go,
Not knowing if the feelings are true.
Is this "like" mutual?
Have I repeated the same mistake?
Gave it up to easy,
By not postponing the passion
And making you wait.
Is this just physical?
Or are you feeling my mind?
Are you really into me?
Or am I wasting my time?

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Top Reasons Your Message Gets NO RESPONSE:

I got the idea to write this because I'm tired of guys sending me wack notes in attempts to try and holla @ me...so I compiled a list of rules w/ the help of my twitter fam...Read em and weep boys!

1. You say "hi u doin" -- its how are you doing..."hi u doin" makes no effin sense.

2. All you say is hello, hi, whats up... etc.

3. You say, "Hey Sexy" --I'm classy...dont come @ me w/ that sexy stuff. Sexy is not my name.

4. I'm nobody's "mama"..so I'd appreciate if you not call me that either.

5. I'm not your "baby" either...I'm a woman...not a baby..clearly I'm grown

6. I'm not attracted to you...

7. You have no picture...

8. Your screen name says something like "Make you scream" or "Pimpin aint easy" or anything w/ the word "boy" in it...I dont want a boy..I want a MAN!

9. You send me a message and if I dont read and respond right away you send me another one saying, "you aint gonna talk to me?" That just makes you seem desperate...and really makes me not want to talk to you!

10. You write me a 4-Page letter and it takes way too long to read...

11. And I know you send the same letter to every girl you see on myspace, blackplanet, facebook, etc because a friend of mine got the same thing from you! LMAO I know you saw her on my top friends...not smart @ all...

12. You live clear across the country...

13. Your lack of grammar skills... you send me a note saying "what it be like shawty"

14. You have a whole lot of girls all over your page: top friends, comments, pictures, etc...

15. The first thing you mention is that you want to "hook up" ...what do I look like...a HOE!?

16. You say, "What's your name?" --which lets me know you didnt read my profile and only wanted to send me a message because of my pic!

17. You didnt READ my profile...so you didnt see this list...and violated one of the rules! LMAO

Monday, August 3, 2009

Sometimes, I feel so unmotivated. There are so many things I could be doing to make my life a whole lot better and yet I do nothing about them. My friends tell me, "You have really great IDEAS!" and that I should use them and make a career out of them...and I hear them...and most of my ideas are things that I would enjoy doing...and yet and still, I sit and do nothing about it. I have a hard time focusing and concentrating on one central thing. I'll get distracted and start doing something else and forget all about what I was just doing a second ago.

Sometimes I really wonder if there is something wrong with me...

I REALLY REALLY LOVE THIS SONG....

I know its pretty old...but this song means a whole lot to me...and I love Keri Hilson, Ne-Yo, and Kanye for making this a single...