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It's like I'm going in circles

With nowhere to turn

Nowhere to get out

When will I learn?

When will I use my head

Instead of using my heart?

When will I wisen up

And do something smart?

Chasing a fantasy

Something all long for

Something never to be reached

Something on the other side of a locked door

To which there is no key.

Even when you think you come close to picking that lock

Your hopes get shot down

Because behind that door is another door with another damn lock.

But you wont give up

And you wont give in.

Cuz behind one of those doors

You are going to knock

And someone will let you in.

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Some stuff I wrote a while ago...

Heartbroken

Falling apart

My life is in Shambles

You broke my heart

My feelings were strong

You told me you loved me

You strung me along

And took my heart from me.

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Love is like a rollercoaster.

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LOVE

How can one simple word have such a deep meaning?

A word, a feeling, a lifetime.

It embodies so many aspects of life,

And controls one's actions.

It involves using your heart,

Rather than your mind,

To make a simple decision

Like the clothes you wear

To the way you style your hair.

To the things you do or

Do I paint my nails red or blue?

Regardless if you know something is wrong,

If its for the one you LOVE,

You'll go right along.

LOVE is a powerful, powerful word.

It can bring unbelievable happiness

And undeniable sadness.

Its what we all strive for

And yet,

Many people die for.

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But you try to play me like connect four

So now I'm walking out the door

I dont want you any more

You say you want me,

But you dont know how to show me.

I'm brand new!

And you thought you were dealing with the old me.

It's a funny situation.

This decision I'm making.

Not gonna even try to figure out

What was going on in your head

What you were thinking

When you asked me that question

So serious you were.

No blinking.

No baby making

When there aint a foundation.

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Sometimes I feel lonely
In a room full of people.
All alone.
By myself.
In a room full of people.

And then I get angry.
Because I realize that I am all alone.
In a room full of people.

When I open my lips to speak,
Nobody hears me.
No sound comes from my mouth.
No one sees my lips moving.
And this upsets me even more.
Because it verifies that I'm truly all alone.

I begin to cry.
Loud.
Oh so loud and hysterically.
Maybe someone will hear me now.
But the people continue on their daily quests.
They pass me by as if I do not exist.
And yet and still I'm all alone in a room full of people.

Can I get past the monotony, agony, pain?
Will anyone ever notice me?
Speak to me?
Or is my plea for help going to continue to go unnoticed?
Are my tears all in vain?

I sit and wait patiently.
Once again,
All alone,
In a room full of people.

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