Friday, October 16, 2009

Hot 16...

Bitches wanna be me,But you aint on my level.I'm in outerspace.Call me telescope, hubble.I'm always gettin moneyLike the sun always rises.I keep it too realBaby, aint no suprises.Fuck what ya heard,Mz. Nikki's the best.My rhymes hit like bulletsHope you wearing ya vest.My flow is so fi-yah,Like that cajun ass shit.I'm on a million dollars,Like Barack when I sp...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

New Keri Hilson Video - Slow Dance

I absolutely love Keri Hilson...and this is another great song/video from her...check it o...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

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She said she wants it all,But she doesn't work hard enough.She said she's gonna be a star,But the work is just too tough.She wants to be involved,But don't know where to start.She wants a man in her life,But she wont give one her heart.She thinks life is a game.You win some, you lose some,But to her its all the same.She lacks motivation,And she doesn't know what she's missin'.She lacks the drive,But she keeps on wishin'.The hurt in her heart,Threw her off track.She's scared of the new,And that's holding her back.She prays to the lord,But is losing...

Easy

Once again pieces of me,Crash against the shore,Like waves of the sea.My emotions get the best of me,On an emotional rollercoasterLike Vivian Green.Its so hard to believeThat I've brought myself here again.The feelings I feel,I'd like to deepen.I want you to love me,And I wanna love you,But have things moved to fast?I feel like I've made a mistake,Reminiscent of the past.A night of drunken blissAnd physical passion.Our bodies intertwined,But it wasnt supposed to happen.Again, I've let myself go,Not knowing if the feelings are true.Is this "like"...

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Top Reasons Your Message Gets NO RESPONSE:

I got the idea to write this because I'm tired of guys sending me wack notes in attempts to try and holla @ me...so I compiled a list of rules w/ the help of my twitter fam...Read em and weep boys!1. You say "hi u doin" -- its how are you doing..."hi u doin" makes no effin sense.2. All you say is hello, hi, whats up... etc.3. You say, "Hey Sexy" --I'm classy...dont come @ me w/ that sexy stuff. Sexy is not my name.4. I'm nobody's "mama"..so I'd appreciate if you not call me that either.5. I'm not your "baby" either...I'm a woman...not a baby..clearly...

Monday, August 3, 2009

Sometimes, I feel so unmotivated. There are so many things I could be doing to make my life a whole lot better and yet I do nothing about them. My friends tell me, "You have really great IDEAS!" and that I should use them and make a career out of them...and I hear them...and most of my ideas are things that I would enjoy doing...and yet and still, I sit and do nothing about it. I have a hard time focusing and concentrating on one central thing. I'll get distracted and start doing something else and forget all about what I was just doing a second...

I REALLY REALLY LOVE THIS SONG....

I know its pretty old...but this song means a whole lot to me...and I love Keri Hilson, Ne-Yo, and Kanye for making this a single...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The POT calling the KETTLE black!

Bitches wanna claim their sainthood/when they got a man at home/and still aint up to no good/claiming she Houston/aint nothing wrong/but she fucking other niggas/while her nigga aint home!/But I aint one to blow the whistle/This bitch in denial/the girl got issues!/It's like the pot calling the kettle black/This bitch laying on her backmore than 4 flats on a caddilac.You can talk all you wantBut you need to get the facts!She says I have no classSo let's talk about that!Going to court over harrassment charges,Is that a classy way to act?Get some...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

The new-new --just randomly wrote this off the top of my head @6:25pm...lol

I'm writing you this letter,To tell you how I feel.Ain't no better feelingthan your arms wrapped around melike a banana peel.You holding me,Kissing me,It feels so real.But when you leave,It's like a part of me leaves too.It's like my heart stops beating,Because it dont want to beat for nobody but you.I'd feel lost without you in my life.You make my worries go away,The pain the strife.Its all a faded memoryWhen you're in my li...

NEW POEM 6-14-09

TRAPPED in a world of UNCERTAINTY,No directions, no where to turnSo many CHANCES have been given,But lack of MOTIVATION keeps me UNDRIVEN!What DOES this WORLD have to OFFER?SUCCESS: being Money-Cars-Clothes?Do I strive to obtain those things that are supposed to make me "HAPPY"?Things to me, that are UNIMPORTANT, I suppose.What DOES this LIFE have to OFFER?What's in store for ME?I wish I knew the ANSWER,But for now, I'm in MISE...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Untitled...

It's like I'm going in circlesWith nowhere to turnNowhere to get outWhen will I learn?When will I use my headInstead of using my heart?When will I wisen upAnd do something smart?Chasing a fantasySomething all long forSomething never to be reachedSomething on the other side of a locked doorTo which there is no key.Even when you think you come close to picking that lockYour hopes get shot downBecause behind that door is another door with another damn lock.But you wont give upAnd you wont give in.Cuz behind one of those doorsYou are going to knock...

Some stuff I wrote a while ago...

HeartbrokenFalling apartMy life is in ShamblesYou broke my heartMy feelings were strongYou told me you loved meYou strung me alongAnd took my heart from me.-------------------------------------------Love is like a rollercoaster.------------------------------------------LOVEHow can one simple word have such a deep meaning?A word, a feeling, a lifetime.It embodies so many aspects of life,And controls one's actions.It involves using your heart,Rather than your mind,To make a simple decisionLike the clothes you wearTo the way you style your hair.To...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Sometimes I feel lonelyIn a room full of people.All alone.By myself.In a room full of people.And then I get angry.Because I realize that I am all alone.In a room full of people.When I open my lips to speak,Nobody hears me.No sound comes from my mouth.No one sees my lips moving.And this upsets me even more.Because it verifies that I'm truly all alone.I begin to cry.Loud.Oh so loud and hysterically.Maybe someone will hear me now.But the people continue on their daily quests.They pass me by as if I do not exist.And yet and still I'm all alone in a...